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todai... same as alwayz, xcept extra EXTRA tired. man, nearly fell asleep in chinese skewl... dat was kinda unkewl man.. (oh no!)... newayz... got an essay competition.. reckon went crap... so let's juz forget and look forward.

relating to da title, well, i was vaccuuming da house... then suddenly... i thought about wat it feelz like when u die. coz u can't get dead pplz to tell u wat it feels like to b dead. so what does it feel like? iz kinda like how its freaky if u think about sleep. when u sleep, there's no memory watsoever. everyday, u lose 7 hours averagely of ur life. no record, no nothin. dat empty space. i find it kinda scary if i think bak like dat... coz... u remember b4 u fell asleep, then u wake up, and then continue ur memory from there. dreams? merely reality. wouldn't death b even more scary, if it's like deep sleep forever?... or somethin else happens? how would u noe if one day, it is deep sleep forever? you wouldn't wake up to tell. you can't look bak like i do now and feel scared. u're not even there.

sometimes, i wonder if i juz think too much. dis blog was kinda disturbin... even to myself. sometimes, i wish i wouldn't think like dat. ehehe... too logical?

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